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i am really farking irritated.. my mum at first allowed me to have a sleepover on the 27th and then now she is farking pissed at me cos I told her we wanted to change the sleepover to teachers day cele to teachers day... argh !! the reason that the change was wanted was only cos lynette’s brother has a farewell party on that day and she can’t make it. My mum screamed at me and scolded me for putting friends as first priority. Little did she realize that she was also putting friends as first priority, cos we also has arranged lunch or dinner with her and my friends (my teacher and her daughters). But they are also her friends… I mean like it’s the same thing. She said that lynettes not even her daughter, why should she care about her. She refused to change the sleepover and now I’m not even sure whether she will hold it cos she was really pissed and she told me that she is canceling it and she did not care what happens.. I mean did she realize that I’m her daughter and this is also my sleepover and my farewell party of sort….NO definitely not. She only thinks about herself.. I can’t put friends as 1st priority but she can .. what kind of rule is that.. it doesn’t even make sense.. I did not put my friends as top priority either, I just want my sleepover cum farewell party to go smoothly.. like I just want to have it on a day that everyone could make it… she doesn’t even have to be so mad over it..i mean if she wasn’t happy then she could always say nicely tt she would still want to have the sleepover on the same day whether lynette could make it or not.. is it that hard.. grrrrrr.. she doesn’t have to always shout at me… right?? I’ve tolerated it for like so long and she stil doesn’t think that there’s sth wrong? I mean F888..can't she think about others too?